Good God xanga has changed. I am currently in Minnesota posting a blog for the first time in two years. I will be here for the next couple of weeks doing some job training in the mecca of the industrial sales world. I was scanning through here and noticed alot of people have come and gone, hopefully thus turning xanga into what it was supposed to be in the first place, a place of solace and self reflection that nobody was supposed to know about. Thank you myspace for allowing me to come back to a place that I like to think I helped pioneer into a kiddee playground. It seems to be better now though and I am currently looking forward to hanging around for awhile. We shall see how that goes. Also, I had forgetten about some of the things that I had posted private. So after reading some entries from a couple years ago (3 in fact...good god it's been three since the last private one...) I took a drink from the 10th beer this evening and realized what an ignaramous I once was. No person in the history of the world should have experienced what I had once gone through. And I also realized through reading (and I'm sure the local "Minnesota Dark Amber Wood" had also healped), that I may have lost several of my dear friends throughout my trials and tribulations and for that I apologize. I think most of you have my cell phone so if you are still around please give me a buzz even though I have seen most of you already. Summarizing...Welcome back me. No welcome party or comments needed. Xanga was never intended for that. So I am throwing my own welcome home party without asking for any participants. So that means I will not be posting a picture of my cleavage on mysp...I mean Xanga while I gaze deep within the camera or staring off into afar, thus making me look smart. If I wanted comments then I would totally take a revealing pic so other people would comment on my site in hopes of getting in my pants. P.S. I think that that I will be proposing to my g/f soon. It has been 3 wonderful years, by far the longest relationship I had ever been in. And after looking into the mirror, I also realized that it has been much better than any dream that I have ever had. It took me three years, a wonderful dinner, and these light blue eyes sitting across the table from me to realize how lucky I really am (Sidenote: some credit must go to the double d's...thank you ladies...thank you...). I'm off to finish the beer for now, no time to proof the masterpiece. There will be more to come. Sidenote: I'm pretty sure this thing contradicted itself. But the credit most go to the light vs. dark beer battle going on inside my stomach. | 
